~*不安的夜晚*~

最近，有一种不安的感觉。

自上星期三开始，我觉得很不安心。从来，他不曾那么的温柔说电话。他也不曾那么的关心别人。星期三晚上，他约我吃晚餐。在等待食物的时候，他打了一通电话，相信是他的同事。他已很温柔并关心的语气问候对方为何没有约他和其他同事吃饭，然后也以很温柔的语气和对方说迟些往商谈。

我就是觉得很奇怪，因为他不曾那么的温柔和他的同事说电话。我懂，或许我想得太多。可是我很想知道那位同事到底是谁。为何他会那么的关心他？我懂，我想得太多了。可是，我真的很害怕他会离开我。我并不是不相信他，而是我对类似情况有恐惧感。

~*Independence*~

Had been busy lately because:

1. My friend visited me on last last weekend. Tired and tired..
2. Just got my car and had been driving to work. Tired and tired..
3. Went back hometown. I'm driving back.. So again.. Tired and tired..
4. Yesterday woke up early to settle my passport. Then dinner at night and back home around 10.30. Tired and tired..

Had been thinking lately that I'm like doing everything all by myself. Yes, this is independent.

Sometimes, when come to think about it, is it really good to be independent? I knew everyone would say "YES". But for me, I don't think being independent is really good. I think in my previous blog, I did mention that being independent will make people think that we are strong and capable to handle everything on my our own.

I used to be independent. Real independent that I do not need people help me to do anything including handling the household problem. This save a lot of trouble but I don't like it. I don't like the way people think that I'm independent, so they don't need to help me or care bout me.

In fact, I'm a girl. I love to be pampered and being treated like a girl. After I got my car, I felt like old times that doing everything on my own. There is this feeling that make me feel sad and unhappy. I not sure why and I doesn't know what to do to make myself happy again.

~*Moodless*~

Sad..

When I need opinion, there is none.

~*I Need VACATION*~

Yes, I want a break!!! I want to travel abroad!!!

If I can travel abroad to neighbour country is good enough for me. I wish I could have the chance to go Cambodia but I think it's unlikely to happen.

Someone said want to go to Bangkok by end of this year. You know, auditor where got free during end of the year. Time is a matter. Money is another matter. Haih~

Can someone sponsor me a vacation? LOL~

~*Frustrated*~

Today, I only realised that the current technology is not that great.

I actually wanted to draw a banker cheque from my saving account. I went to a branch nearby my house. I never ever draw a banker cheque before so I didn't know that I need to go back to the branch I open the saving account.

They actually can draw the cheque for me but up to a certain limit and my request already exceeded the limit. So after all the trouble, I can't draw the cheque I want from the bank.

I am so frustrated and angry. Frustrated as I didn't know I need to go to the service counter to request the form. After I completed the form, went to the counter only they told me I need to go back to the branch in Jln Raja Laut. Why can't they ask me first before give me the form? What's the point they have the service counter for? I am so frustrated.

Argh...

~*Oops! I Forgot to BLOG!!*~

Oops! I forgot to BLOG!!!

Yes.. I wanted to blog but I forgot.. LOL..

Today, on my way walking from office to LRT station, I was thinking "why I want to see my own blog via GPRS while I am the one who wrote it?" I just felt funny on myself.

Anyway, today I tried to surf my blog via GPRS (yes, still stupidly want to read my own blog for ?? satisfaction??). I couldn't open the page because... the image below is too large!! Yes, the error said that document too large to load.

Conclusion is my phone is not that amazing afterall. Yeah, a bit disappointed with my phone especailly when I always has dificulty in typing sms. The button for "space" is hard to press.

Everytime said want to change phone also never do so cause budget tight. Yeah, had been cutting down my expenses lately due to more liabilities in future! Hmm.. seems like the chances for this year vacation is slim.

~*Samsung E640*~

Since last month, I had been using GPRS via my handphone. I was amazed by my phone and I love my phone a lot. Though I am looking for a new phone but none could impress me yet.

I bought my phone in October 2005. I love the phone sleek design. That time, flip phone was on the heat. So, I couldn't resist to own one too. I bought the phone around RM1300. Though not much function it has but I was impressed by the camera.

I had been using the GPRS years back. But I found it not practical as I can't access to eBuddy and a lot of website that I prefer. Until last Friday, I tried to search some interesting website on my way back to Sri Petaling. When the pages load, I was "wow, since when my phone can access to those page??"

The moment that amazed me a lot is when I search my own blog. Yes, now I can read my own blog through my phone!

For more information about the phone, please visit here.